Third Sunday of Easter

April 22, 2007

Sermon by Pastor John Maboe

 

The Holy Gospel according to Saint John.  (John 21:1-19)

 

            After he appeared to his followers in Jerusalem, Jesus showed himself again to the disciples by the Sea of Tiberias; and he showed himself in this way.  Gathered there together were Simon Peter, Thomas called the Twin, Nathanael of Cana in Galilee, the sons of Zebedee, and two others of his disciples.  Simon Peter said to them, “I am going fishing.”  They said to him, “We will go with you.” They went out and got into the boat, but that night they caught nothing.

            Just after daybreak, Jesus stood on the beach; but the disciples did not know that it was Jesus.  Jesus said to them, “Children, you have no fish, have you?”  They answered him, “No.”  He said to them, “Cast the net to the right side of the boat, and you will find some.”  So they cast it, and now they were not able to haul it in because there were so many fish.  That disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, “It is the Lord!”  When Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put on some clothes, for he was naked, and jumped into the sea.  But the other disciples came in the boat, dragging the net full of fish, for they were not far from the land, only about a hundred yards off.

            When they had gone ashore, they saw a charcoal fire there, with fish on it, and bread.  Jesus said to them, “Bring some of the fish that you have just caught.”  So Simon Peter went aboard and hauled the net ashore, full of large fish, a hundred fifty-three of them; and though there were so many, the net was not torn.  Jesus said to them, ”Come and have breakfast.”  Now none of the disciples dared to ask him, “Who are you?” because they knew it was the Lord.  Jesus came and took the bread and gave it to them, and did the same with the fish.  This was now the third time that Jesus appeared to the disciples after he was raised from the dead.

            When they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?”  He said to him, ”Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.”  Jesus said to him, “Feed my lambs.”  A second time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?”  He said to him, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.”  Jesus said to him, “Tend my sheep.”  He said to him the third time, “Simon son of John, do you love me?”  Peter felt hurt because he said to him the third time, “Do you love me?”  And he said to him, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.”  Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep.  Very truly, I tell you, when you were younger, you used to fasten your own belt and to go wherever you wished.  But when you grow old, you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will fasten a belt around you and take you where you do not wish to go.”  (He said this to indicate the kind of death by which he would glorify God.)  After this he said to him, “Follow me.”

 

The Gospel of the Lord.

            It’s a very profound moment—Jesus’ third encounter with his disciples after he has been raised from the dead—and this moment with Peter is of special significance.  Do you think that Peter was discouraged? 

 

            As the Gospel text begins, they are by the Sea of Tiberias, and Peter says, “I’m going fishing.”  Peter didn’t know what else to do.  Was he discouraged?  I think so.  He said, “I’m going fishing,” and the other disciples with him say, “We’re coming, too.”  And so they go out on the sea; they fish all night long, and it’s futile.  It’s a picture of futile activity.  As day is breaking, they come close to shore, and they see someone on the shore who calls out to them, “Do you have any fish?”  And they say, ”No.”  “Well, cast your nets on the other side of the boat.”  And they do, and they haul in such a large catch of fish that they’re barely able to bring it into the boat. 

 

            But as the story opens, Peter is discouraged.  And I would go further and say that Peter is on the verge of despair.  Peter, you will remember, on the night when Jesus was taken captive and eventually killed, followed at a distance and came into the courtyard of the high priest where Jesus was on trial, and he was questioned by a stranger, “Are you one of those disciples?”   Are you an associate of this Jesus?”  And, remember, Peter, not once, not twice, but three times, denied it, saying, “No.  I have no association with that person.”  And then Jesus dies.  Remember, too, that Jesus had told Peter on that very night that he would deny him three times.  Peter’s response to Jesus at the time was, “No way, no way will I ever deny you!  Not if even everybody else here forsakes you, I will never forsake you.  I would never do it!  I could never do it.”  But he did, he did.  Three times.

 

            So Peter realizes that now it’s Jesus standing on the shore from the boat and he, it says, was stripped, because that’s how fishermen fished, without clothes, and he put his cloak on and he jumped into the water, because they were only about a hundred yards off, and he swims to shore.  He cannot wait to get to shore to see Jesus.  Jesus, when they get there, has prepared breakfast on an open fire and serves them breakfast, and they have this breakfast of bread and fish.  And it says to us that this was the third time that Jesus has appeared.  And then Jesus takes Peter aside to talk to him. 

 

            Now, before we go through that, I want to give us a little Greek lesson, because we can’t understand the story unless we know what the Greek says.  Now, don’t worry, it’s not hard, and you really already know it. 

 

            In the Greek, there are several words for the English word “love.”  In English, we have one word, “love.”  But in the Greek there are several words, and they all have different shades of meaning.  But wherever those words happen in different places in the New Testament, they are always translated “love.”  We need to know that the two relevant words for “love” in this passage are “agape” and "philo.”  Agape,” you have probably heard before, is that kind of love that is unconditioned.  It’s love without condition, without strings, without stipulation, without limit or condition.  And “philo”— you also know it’s not the kind of dough, it’s not Philo dough—it’s “philo,” as in Philadelphia, the City of Brotherly Love, or sibling-like love, or family love.  Philo” means familial love, the love that we have within a family.

 

            That night when Jesus was together with his disciples before he died, Jesus said this to his disciples—and you know this passage from John 15:

 

“As the Father has agaped me, so I have agaped you (love without condition).  Abide in my agape.  If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my agape, just as I have kept my Father’s commandments and abide in his agape.  I have said these things to you so that my joy may be in you, and your joy may be complete. 

“This is my commandment, that you agape one another as I have agaped you.  No one has greater agape than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friend.  And you are my friend.”

 

Okay?

 

            So now listen to how the exchange between Jesus and Peter goes on the shore.  Jesus asks Peter, “Peter, do you agape me more than these?”  Peter says, “Yes, Lord, you know that I philo you.”  Jesus says, “Feed my lambs.”  Jesus asks the second time, “Peter, do you agape me?”  Peter says, “Yes, Lord, you know that I philo you.”  A third time Jesus asks Peter, “Peter, do you philo me?”  And Peter says—in grief now, sad because Jesus has asked him this question—“Lord, you know everything.  You know that I philo you.” 

 

            It’s a heartbreaking and beautiful scene between these friends.  Peter cannot bring himself to say, “I agape you,” because he has learned something about himself.  He has become sober, concerning himself, because of his failure.  And Jesus doesn’t demand more from him. 

 

            There is a sadness here, but there is also a deep grace, as well.  And I have just two thoughts about it that come, I’m sure, nowhere near plumbing the depths of this exchange.  We said earlier that Peter was near despair.  Do you think that’s fair?  I do.  Peter was near despair.  Think of what happened to the other disciple who disappointed Jesus so profoundly, Judas.  He committed suicide.

 

            Maybe some of us here are acquainted with this kind of despair, with this feeling of despair.  Martin Luther called despair “the great enemy of us all.”  Despair is the feeling that one is unforgivable.  It’s not a feeling of condemnation from the outside, but rather from the inside.  There is no hope for one’s self.  I imagine that all of us here have either felt that personally or at least know somebody who has.  Despair can be deadly.

 

 

            But now look at Jesus’ response.  He says to Peter, “Do you love me, Peter, without condition, more than the rest of these?”  Peter says, “I philo you.”  “I love you like a brother.”  Jesus says, “Peter, do you love me without condition?”  Now, notice, it’s not “more than the rest of these.”  He says, “Jesus, I love you like a brother.”  Then he says, “Peter, do you love me like a brother?”  And he says, “Yes, Lord.”  And each time Jesus says to him, “Feed my sheep.”  Jesus starts high, and then he comes down to where Peter is. 

 

            Life has a way of teaching us humility, and the higher we think we are the harder often is our fall.  But Jesus is gentle, so very gentle, as if to say, “Okay.  This is who you really are, and now you know it.  Now get your eyes off yourself and feed my little sheep.”  Jesus didn’t demand anything of Peter.  He didn’t demand that Peter improve.  He didn’t demand that Peter be more contrite.  He didn’t demand that Peter acknowledge that Jesus was right and Peter was wrong.  All he asked for was honesty concerning himself. 

 

            From time to time, God gives us the grace to realize what failures we are; how weak our love is; the pain we cause others, both individually and collectively.  To never realize that is to remain in the place of Peter beforehand, the proud place, the self-assured Peter, but the not yet self-aware Peter, and not yet useful in the work of compassion. 

 

But to know one’s true condition is a grace, is a grace, as unhappy as it may make us, because then we see ourselves truly.  And then we are also able to see others.  Then and only then can we really hear Jesus when he says, “Feed my little sheep.”

 

Amen.